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by Amber Ikeman

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1.
I’ve been searching for redemption From the comfort of the dark It comes for a fleeting moment Leaving nothing but a spark I sought out an Angel's Landing A sanctuary for a refugee I searched far and wide through Zion Looking for some place to set me free But these rocks will hold me These trees will break my fall I can make it all the way Even if I have to crawl These rocks were made from sand Over miles and many years And maybe they will crumble But that I cannot fear I cannot live in fear There is pain inside the hollows I pour my own into the cracks And I don’t know if I can make it But there’s no way I’m ever going back All my past and all my vices Lead me to where I am today And if I break down on this mountain Let the wind carry me away But these rocks will hold me These trees will break my fall I can make it all the way Even if I have to crawl These rocks were made from sand Over miles and many years And maybe they will crumble But that I cannot fear I cannot live in fear
2.
Have a drink, it’s on me And another one I like you better when you’re drunk anyway Let me tell you straight up what I’m doing here I’ve been running away Listen, I’ve got some unfinished business I got blood dripping from my fingers from holding too tight I got nothing to lose except everything Gotta let go sometime Take me, Jamie Burn all the past away I’ll be flushing it out before dawn Keep me going Time to be moving on I can’t stay in one place for too long You seem like you’re a pretty good candidate Will you ride with me into the night? ‘Round the mountains and long, dusty highways Sleeping under the stars I’ll be following sunrise to anywhere You can cover my footprints before they sink in Even god won’t know where I’ve been hiding I just need to be free Take me, Jamie Burn all the past away I’ll be flushing it out before dawn Keep me going Time to be moving on I can’t stay in one place for too long
3.
Now’s about the time it starts to crumble Lying on thin ice about to crack Tiptoeing our way around the rubble Promise me you’re never going back I don’t wanna be your broken shelter While you wait for all the storms to blow away Are you gonna come out with the sun, coming up Or leave me here drowning in the rain? You retract the second things get harder Answered all the unknowns in your head Where’s it gonna get you in the long run? You know the ending; what’s left to be said? Opening the closet with your arms up Ready for the tumbling avalanche Are you going to emerge with some dignity Or let yourself be buried without a chance? Who’s battle are you fighting? What’s it gonna take for you to change? I am getting tired of cleaning up after your mess I am not the owner of your pain
4.
I’m burning all my bridges Burning all my bridges back home And I’m burning all my bridges I don’t need anyone And if you got something to say to me Don’t bother to call ‘Cause I’m burning all my bridges I don’t need anyone I am a hopeful wanderer The road will show me where to go And I am alone, not lonesome Learning to take It slow Darlin’ don’t worry, I’ll find my way Though it may be unknown Burning my bridges and rubber Coming into my own I ain’t going home Gotta answer the call I ain’t coming back There’s nothing left at all I’m going deeper into the west Where there’s more space to grow Finding myself in the wild and untamed Making my new home I’m burning all my bridges Burning all my bridges back home And I’m burning all my bridges I don’t need anyone And if you got something to say to me Don’t bother to call ‘Cause I’m burning all my bridges I don’t need anyone
5.
Roots 04:30
I wanna be like a tree With something holding me Steady in one place My limbs are tired from running All around through the wild Looking for an escape Branches bound to break Home is what you make Plant me here and now I have got to spread my roots all around And when it’s time to leave this place Dig me an even deeper space To claim my ground. Everyone here’s passing through, Temporarily visiting old memories Stop by to burn away unpleasantries Or to wait for better opportunities Simply floating by must produce a high Plant me here and now I have got to spread my roots all around And when it’s time to leave this place Dig me an even deeper space To plant me where I am I have got to grow my heart in the land Give me exactly what I need Make of me a sprouting seed To claim my ground I am a tree with abundance of leaves to give out, A big tall evergreen I am surrounded by palms, all the same, every day, straight and naked and clean I know something’s wrong It’s not where I belong Plant me here and now I have got to spread my roots all around And when it’s time to leave this place Dig me an even deeper space To plant me where I am I have got to grow my heart in the land Give me exactly what I need Make of me a sprouting seed To claim my ground
6.
Badwater 03:09
Walking through the desert Lowest of the low I saw the earth cracking And I was all alone I was all alone No clouds to shield the sunlight No shade to save my skin Out in the middle of nothing Nothing and everything Everything laid before me With no trail or path to take I looked in each direction Screamed, “Get me out of this place” Get me out of this place And just when I almost gave up The wind howled a forceful song “Follow me where I pull you Then you cannot go wrong” You cannot go wrong
7.
Save Me 04:33
It is evening, still the sun burning high Water grabs my feet as I’m running by And it holds all of me Breath is warm as are the hands on my throat I let go as I’m beginning to float Can you hold all of me? Can you hold, can you save Save me from myself? Do you dare look away While I let myself decay? If I trust not in your hand I don’t know that I will make it Back to land We’ve heard whispers that are pulling us down Just tell everyone that I’m leaving town Take me in one last time In an instant all the past rolling through Fight or flight, there’s nothing that you can do With the dark surrounding me Can you hold, can you save Save me from myself? Do you dare look away While I let myself decay? If I trust not in your hand I don’t know that I will make it Back to land
8.
Oh give me a home I am set out to roam Is there somewhere I can belong? Another bag packed And there’s no turning back I’ve only been a guest for so long And the snow’s coming in Freezing over the life that I grew I’m flying south Oh I wish you could keep me I had hoped you’d receive me But I’ll come back when the yellow light Reflects off the stone Don’t know where to go I need some place to grow With my feet grounded when the wind pulls Oh how can I leave These mountains, these trees? My room’s empty…my heart is full And the sun’s going down Setting over my time in this land Was it ever mine? Oh I wish I could stay here There was so much I gave here But I’ll come back when the yellow light Reflects off the stone Home, give me a home…

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Named one of southwest Montana's top local albums of 2015

"...a beautiful exploration of the call of the American West and the trials of giving up her stable job to pursue a musical dream."

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released June 19, 2015

Vocals, Guitar, Piano – Amber Ikeman
Organ, Piano – Chris Cundy
Upright Bass – Jody Engstrom, Parker Brown
Electric Bass, Percussion, Harmonies – Amber Ikeman, Chris Cunningham
Drums – Thomas Roberts
Violin – Chelsea Hunt
Fiddle – Trevor Krieger
Harmonica, Electric Slide/Resonator – Chris Cunningham

Special thanks to Jessica Fritz, Zack Scheibner, Lisa Langsner, Jacqueline Rawiszer, Joel Worsham, Chandler Weiner, Mom, Dad, and all Indiegogo campaign contributors for helping to make this album possible.

All songs written by Amber Ikeman

Produced by Chris Cunningham and Amber Ikeman

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Basecamp Recording, Bozeman, MT
© Amber Ikeman 2015
www.amberikeman.com

Photo by Rod Franklin
Album art by Claire Kleese Design

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Amber Ikeman Nashville, Tennessee

Amber Ikeman’s music is water, quenching your soul and soothing your heart. Images from her years working in Yellowstone National Park and Bozeman, Montana give a living backdrop to her lyrics of self-discovery, wildness, resilience, and women’s issues.

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